“Someone who had an understanding that there was some innate wisdom and guidance coming through my experiences. What I needed was someone to help start the momentum of me learning to be my own healer. An elder within needed to be recognized and empowered. Also, a circle of peers I felt safe and supported within, as opposed to the usual isolation that follows, as I found myself alone and being told I was helpless to a disease. Instantly severed from the guidance within and the real potential of me learning to be my own healer.” I can’t help but notice that these are the same things I long for inside myself, inside my own internal system. I’m not around a toxic school environment anymore, but I carry it with me, and repeat it over and over again inside myself, seemingly on a daily basis. Thanks for the healing words on a Monday morning.
Appreciate the response! I find the same struggle within no matter how much I think I’ve learned about myself. It takes a regular conscious effort to identify the internal dialogue for what it is. I can spin for days until I realize it's time for an internal circle to let everyone be heard. Sometimes, I need to grieve in these moments. Sometimes, I need to stand strong with my centered self. And, sometimes, I just need to give myself permission to play. A circle within needing to convene regularly and align with my higher self. Am I really running a school for these children or for my own inner players? Both for sure!. Thanks Sascha!
“Someone who had an understanding that there was some innate wisdom and guidance coming through my experiences. What I needed was someone to help start the momentum of me learning to be my own healer. An elder within needed to be recognized and empowered. Also, a circle of peers I felt safe and supported within, as opposed to the usual isolation that follows, as I found myself alone and being told I was helpless to a disease. Instantly severed from the guidance within and the real potential of me learning to be my own healer.” I can’t help but notice that these are the same things I long for inside myself, inside my own internal system. I’m not around a toxic school environment anymore, but I carry it with me, and repeat it over and over again inside myself, seemingly on a daily basis. Thanks for the healing words on a Monday morning.
Appreciate the response! I find the same struggle within no matter how much I think I’ve learned about myself. It takes a regular conscious effort to identify the internal dialogue for what it is. I can spin for days until I realize it's time for an internal circle to let everyone be heard. Sometimes, I need to grieve in these moments. Sometimes, I need to stand strong with my centered self. And, sometimes, I just need to give myself permission to play. A circle within needing to convene regularly and align with my higher self. Am I really running a school for these children or for my own inner players? Both for sure!. Thanks Sascha!